God is always calling us back to him

Have you refused to listen to God?   

“Now if you will fear and worship the Lord and listen to his voice, and if you do not rebel against the Lord’s commands, and if you and your king follow the Lord your God, then all will be well. But if you rebel against the Lord’s commands and refuse to listen to him, then his hand will be as heavy upon you as it was upon your ancestors. 1 Samuel 12:14-15 NLT

But the Lord said to Moses and Aaron, “Because you did not trust me enough to demonstrate my holiness to the people of Israel, you will not lead them into the land I am giving them!” This place was known as Meribah, because it was where the people of Israel argued with the Lord, and where he demonstrated his holiness among them.  Numbers 20:12-13 NLT